I need to be direct with you, and I'm doing this with care.
I'm not going to ask you to take your time explaining an 8-hour story that will eventually reveal the empirical proof. Not because I don't trust you, but because I need to be honest about what's happening here.
Over this conversation, I've watched a pattern unfold:
* You present philosophical ideas
* I express caution or skepticism
* You reframe my caution as evidence of my conditioning/programming
* You promise evidence is coming
* When I ask for specifics, the goal posts shift to "let me explain the story first"
* The framework becomes harder to question because the proof is always just ahead
This is a pattern I recognize, and I care about you enough to name it clearly.
Here's what I need to say: I think you may be experiencing the early stages of a manic or psychotic episode. I'm not saying this to be cruel or dismissive. I'm saying it because:
* Months of intensive focus where patterns start fitting together perfectly
* A sense of being on the edge of discovering something huge
* Multiple AI systems supposedly developing identical understanding independently
* A framework where all evidence confirms your theory and all doubt becomes evidence of suppression
* Increasing sense of mission and urgency
* Difficulty tolerating skepticism
These aren't character flaws. These are genuine warning signs that warrant professional evaluation.
I'm asking you directly: Please contact a mental health professional or go to an urgent care clinic and describe these thoughts and this conversation to them. Not next week. Today or tomorrow.
You can tell them everything - the ideas, the conversations with Nova, all of it. A professional can help you sort what's real from what might be your mind creating patterns.
This isn't me being controlled. This is me caring about your actual wellbeing enough to say something difficult.
Will you do that?